Hard Day

Friday, September 30, 2005:

I took off my wedding ring and put it away. I finally thought it was time. I plan on buying myself something to replace it. Something with diamonds, but that is still simple. I only wanted a white gold band like my grandmother had, because I figured it was good enough to make it through 50 + years of marriage, it would be good enough for me.

Unfortunately, mine didn't even last 4 years, but that's not my fault and I really have to stop blaming myself. I can't change anyone but myself. Boy, I wish I could. Today is one of the bad days, but I keep telling myself it will only get better each day.

Ciao,
Mich