If You Sleep With Dogs, You're Bound To Wake Up With Fleas...

Saturday, July 16, 2005: I spent 3 hours on the phone with the girl M cheated on to be with me. Yes, it's a weird situation but we both have kids by him, so we want to stay in contact. This is how much of a dog M was to her...while she was in labor with their son, he had another girl up at the hospital! Supposedly she had facial hair (which I would think would make him jealous since he can't grow any!)

I told M that I want my pictures back and anything else he has of mine, but he refused. He asked why I would want them back and I asked why he would want them if he hated me so much. He just hung up on me. The fricken loser.

I have no one to go to see Eminem with me. M and I were supposed to go but of course that is out. I called A and asked if he wanted to come down from Atlanta, but he just started a new job, so he's not sure if he can get off. I'm crossing my fingers that he can because I would love to see him. I need the company of a real man for awhile. I have forgotten what it is like to be treated with kindness and respect.

I'm going to sell the second pair of Eminem tickets on EBay. I need the extra cash right now.

Mich