I'm Baaaack!!

Saturday, April 23, 2005: Well, so much has happened in the past week, where do I start? Before I get to the good stuff, I'll deal with the mundane. I'm going to see my future ex-husband, Eminem, in concert August 1st. (I have two extra tickets if anyone is interested in seeing him, 50 Cent, Obie Trice, D12, et. all, at the Ford Amphitheatre in Tampa, FL. I'll sell them for what I paid.)

M and I are not together any more. He left last week Thursday. Actually, that should be, I kicked him out last Thursday. He was sneaking out, seeing another female (think a female version of Gilbert) and taking the kids along. He said they didn't sleep together, and I believe that, but, he was spending time with her, and I had no clue. The chick is such a skank, that she pretended to be my friend, so that her and her kids (she has three, and a HUSBAND) could come to an arena football game with us. I almost got evicted because I confronted her, in hopes of telling her husband what she was up to. Unfortunately, I later found out that she is separated also.

So, I'm living alone, with the kids, enjoying life. Lexapro helps me cope. Plus, I'm getting counseling. M will be going to counseling also, along with anger management class, and joint counseling with me. He has to complete all of that before I will even consider having him back.

A is moving to Atlanta in June. He's going to come and visit me when he's completely moved in. He got a great job with TBS, which will allow him to be close to his kids and make more money. An added bonus is that he'll only be 8 hours from me.

I also got asked out by a guy at work. He's too young and really not my type. But, who knows? Maybe I should change types for now.

That's all for now. I have to get ready to take B to the dentist because she has a bad toothache. C is with her dad for the day. Poor thing, she hates her grandfather, so I'm not really glad she's there. However, she is a HUGE daddy's girl, and her face lit up when she saw M. I feel bad for the kids that M isn't here. They miss him a lot. So do I, but I can't have a man in my life who cheats. Why he would cheat when we have an open marriage is beyond me. If he had asked and cleared it with me, it wouldn't have been such a big deal. But sneaking around behind my back is. I know I am partly to blame because after getting pregant and having C, I had zero sex drive. Now that I'm back on Lexapro, I'm horny as hell! Oh well. If he's serious about our relationship, he will get help and we can talk about getting back together.

Mich